Grandma Alzheimers, I love you. (Rest in Piece Ida D'Ambrosio)

You told me i was in your dream

But then you couldn't remember a thing

or even me…

You left us 8 months ago but mentally its been 4 years

4 years since you told me you loved me

4 years since you said my name with meaning

4 years since you heard my voice sing to the chorus 

"Let it be, Let it be"

4 years since YOU kissed ME

4 years since you had a laugh 

at least one you would remember in an hour

8 months since i've seen you in person

now i can only talk to the sky

while i try to hold myself back from cursing.

Since you took your last breath,

my hearts been burning. While my life is turning.

For the worst not for the better.

Everyday i try to gain hope by staring at your letter.

Cheesy Love Poem

i wanna live at the bottom of the ocean 

where noone can see me but the clams and the oysters.

i wanna live in the desert where its hot and dry

so i can shrivel up and eventually die.

but most of all i want to live with you 

where i can lay down and talk to you

i wanna buy a giraffe from canada

so i can give it back home to africa.

i wanna buy a brand new t shirt

so i can where it after i play in the dirt

but most of all i want to buy a diamond ring

so i can put it on your finger and sing

marry me marry me.

i want to swing from a rope hanging from a cliff

and scream as loud as i can possibly get

i want to do jumping jacks all day long

so i can grow up to be very strong.

but most of all i want to talk to you

because thats all i could ever want to do.

i don't want to wear baggy jeans

because i'd wear them uncomfortably

l  don't want a big fancy house

because then i cant kill a tiny mouse

but most of all i don't want either of those

because i want you.