Grandma Alzheimers, I love you. (Rest in Piece Ida D'Ambrosio)

You told me i was in your dream

But then you couldn't remember a thing

or even me…

You left us 8 months ago but mentally its been 4 years

4 years since you told me you loved me

4 years since you said my name with meaning

4 years since you heard my voice sing to the chorus 

"Let it be, Let it be"

4 years since YOU kissed ME

4 years since you had a laugh 

at least one you would remember in an hour

8 months since i've seen you in person

now i can only talk to the sky

while i try to hold myself back from cursing.

Since you took your last breath,

my hearts been burning. While my life is turning.

For the worst not for the better.

Everyday i try to gain hope by staring at your letter.